I cry out loud.
Why? The image is so clear and yet I cannot explain it.
The place I want to be.
The place I have been searching for,
When I am cooking the breakfast,
you wil embrace me from the behind.
I smile and give you a kiss.
The smell of your hair,
I close my eyes and take a deep breath.
The place that I truly belong to,
where I can express myself without worrying about being hurt.
My home will not always be filled with happiness.
We might fight a lot but
I will not be afraid
Because you are my soul mate.
But, why I am the only one tie this red thread?
Where is the other end?
I felt you, my soul mate
but not anymore.
Like you have already gone,
I cannot sense you anymore.
The warmth from the embrace you give me…
Am I dreaming?
Dreaming about my soul mate had die before we meet each other?
I am so lost. Searching for the place called home but I cannot find it.
Feeling lonely, I want to hug someone but
there is no one to hug.
Even if I hug someone, I feel nothing.
Those hugs carry no weight.
The place called home,
where are you?